I’m in the middle of something or so i feel like i am. i am shaken by recent events leading to a meltdown of sorts and a full awakening from a dream that has long ceased. i can put myself out there, in crowded rooms, drowning in music and noise, under a cloud of smoke, gulping alcohol, being whisked away and spending weekend nights groovin to chemical happiness in every dance floor i can square yet still–i cant shake it off my head. i just know i gotta be elsewhere. this seemingly light load is not doing me good either, gives me time to entertain evil thoughts and drifting away.
Posted by hastydevil on June 17, 2009 at 2:55 pm
hang in there cam. we all experience this in one permutation or the other. we’re just all here.
Posted by prodigaldrifter on June 17, 2009 at 3:59 pm
eon my man! i know its a phase, but i def need to do somethin about it or do a lot of things to get it out. see you soonest!